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justalittlelonger
it's kinda surreal.
the next time i talk to you, we'd actually be in the same time zone, let alone same country! ;p this indescribable feeling; when someone who means so much, that puting it in words would hardly suffice, comes back home.. back to you. and after all this time of not seeing you or talking to you face to face.. i get nervous! because i feel like i've forgotten. what to say or do when i see you again. or how i'd feel. all i know, is that it feels unreal. like at any moment in time, someone's gonna tell me that this was all a dream, and that you're not coming home at all.
but emphasizing on how far we were, is besides the point. cos when i sit down to think about it, you were never that far away from me at all. not ever in these past 3 mnths or so i felt like i could not rely on you. but of course.. having you back.. would be the perfect summer gift. i'd finally have my boy with me again! so it's au revoir pseudo single-ness ((: well, at least for the coming months!
you can tell, words would be thoroughly inadequate in expressing my feelings right now.
and i can't wait! less than 24hrs now!
be still my heart.
ps. ok, seriously ants are the most annoying creatures in the fricking world. THEY JUST WON'T DIE and they're invading my room. hence, the mini-massacre, where i went abit nuts with the insecticide. i've reached a whole new level of hatred for animals with six or more legs.
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